I am so fed up with the French language and how LITTLE I know of it. Like seriously, I thought I knew so much.... Oh how wrong I was. I can't even remember what "lorsque" means, I hardly know any verb tenses, and I can't even understand my simple little Scooby-Doo books I have in French. Kids in grade 2 in Quebec can speak it better than me, hell, probably kids in kindergarten can too. My pronounciation sucks, and I feel so goddamn limited as to what I can say because of my lack of vocabulary and conjugation knowledge, and my incessant need to overly think through what I'm about to say before I say it. I really wish I knew the language better, and like actually understood it, not just have someone tell me "It's like this, now just do it." I'm sick of memorizing things like that too. Just because I have a good memory does not mean I am good at French, as I've come to realize. I really hate it, I just wish I was nearly fluent.
I should probably go live in some French place for a while, like German Kenny. Hell, I'll probably ending up sounding like him too my first year if I did that - or worse. Stuff like "I trick-or-treated it" for example. Gahhhh my mother should have forced me to go into Immersion. She's talking about getting me private French lessons, but I doubt it.

Sorry for the rant,

Aleatoire

Am I jumping off the Twilight bandwagon? & I really desperately need help with my love life, aha.


I'm terribly sorry if this sounds like I'm jumping off the bandwagon, but lately I have not been in the Twilight mood. I have no desire to read the fanfiction, no desire to draw anything from it, write anything about it, or talk about it. I'm still super excited for the movie though :S
I do STILL LOVE Twilight though, I just don't feel like diving into the fandom at the moment as I usually do.
That could actually be due to the fact that my love life is exceedingly confusing at the moment. Anyone care to help?
Some issues:

1) I have this weird physical attraction to my ex boyfriend still. My mind does not like him, but my body does. It's weird, I know. That and people are telling me I should date him again. It's like that Genie in a Bottle song, lmao.

2) There's this really nice guy that likes me very very much, but I just don't think of him like that anymore. Plus, he's a stoner and older and not a very good influence. Certain people think I should date him too, but I just don't think he's very date-able.

3) This boy in my French class is incredibly smart but not nerdy, sort of lazy, a goalie in hockey on a rep team, really cute, really nice, and he used to like me or something like that. The thing is, he wants a girlfriend really bad - apparently - but right now he has a major crush on a girl who already has a boyfriend. She encourages this crush too, which is bad. I need a way to tell him I like him, because I'm fairly certain I could date him.

Anyone have anything that would help? Which guy should I choose even? 1,2 or 3?
Normally I would never broadcast my personal life like this but I just need some outside help from people who have no idea who these people are.

Thanks!

~Reese

PS: No, I am not obsessed, but that mood box is weiiiirrrd. XD

Kay so, the way I figure, this should be easy for people, yes?
according to my gallery stats, "62 people watch" me. Exciting! Nearly 100

So whoever catches my 5k will be getting themselves a picture of whatever they want - within reason of course. Or even a fanfiction if they feel I'm better at doing that sort of thing. I've never done a contest before, and I thought the whole 5,000 page views was kind of a big deal, seeing as how I've only been on here since January craazy, cuz I know there are people that have been on here for longer and have less...
So thanks to all my watchers/appreciators/readers! First person to send me the 5,000 screenshot will be the one to get the request.

Yes, fellow obsessed deviants and Twilight devotees...

I went to Forks.

And OME was it amazing!!!
I will post a full account of it once I get the time to write it, and I will have some pictures up soon as well!!



Reese

So I will fill up this part with the sad news, so I don't spoil nay part of Breaking Dawn for those that haven't read it... Go read it!
So yes, more hiatus from me I'm going camping till the 27th, but I'm not gone yet! I will be here till Thursday, and then I'm off! But... *squeals* on Monday I'm going to Forks!!!! I will take many pictures And perhaps I will have access to internet in Seattle, where I will be spending Monday night...

So, the joke: I was at the handy Wal-mart by my house, just walking by the lingerie section with my little brother, and I happen to glance up at this particular camisole and underwear set....
Guess what it says. I dare you.

"Blushing Bride"

LMAO I instantly thought of Bella wearing those sexyful pieces of lingerie to entice poor Edward... My brother thought I was crazy, to which I kindly corrected him: "Not crazy, just crazy OBSESSED."

See you on the 27th!